Friday, February 27, 2004

today
was a sad day
yet it was happy
cos shuxian hit homerun!
wooohooo congrats mAn !!
but my maths test still 19
wth why cant dear mrs leuar please gimme 1/2 more mark
thats all i need
1/2 more..so near yet so far
why is it i just cannot pass that bloooody test !
why is it i just cannot throw properly !
why is it i just cannot field properly !
why is it i just dont understand phy chem bio geog eng chi maths ss
which is all my subs
why cant i get wat i want soo badly
why why why
i feel like those heartbroken characters in soppy love dramas
only not heartbroken cos of being ditched
and why is it i cannot cry to anyone?
why is it everything so fake
i find that i have only a few friends now
even though i felt differently last time
but that was in 208
now its 303.
hate those three numbers !!!!!!!!
and maths retest is tomorrow.
and i cannot go for training.
and someone is a freaking, bloody bitch.
a freaking, bloody bitch.
guess who

angela posted this at 22:20 [comment]

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

i think i seriuosly need some help
o mean like i cannot do a single inverse function question
wooohooo man i am such a maths genius
even after mrs leuar explains the questions i still dunno how to do
now doesnt that just SUCK.
PLUS two certain teachers cannot teach [ss and phy]
it is sad at how RGS employs underqualified, incompetent teachers
so where has the "premiereness" of this premiere school gone?
really
im not bullshitting
one two three of my teachers cannot teach --- AT ALL
right kelly? i see so many ppl falling asleep in class
haha esp tsj she sleeps like in every block
and i think only mrs leuar and miss chng are GOOD teachers
and lu lao shi must give us 5 kes of ting xie tmr
when he told us abt it today
BUT thankfully it is not graded.
whew or someones gonna hafta drop hcl


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-readfromlefttoright-

angela posted this at 21:31 [comment]

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having physics now.. cannot understand a thing
shit goodbye..

angela posted this at 12:03 [comment]

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

today training was slack k k
haha more like we didnt train at all
instead we bummed around abit then played rugby
rugby with an imaginary ball
first it was me ellen and resh against deb bel and val
haha then more ppl joined in
in the end because it was an imaginary ball, 3 ppl claimed they had the ball
after the scrum or wdv it is and however you spell it
[i have never played rugby in my life]
oh yeah alotta ppl scraped their knees
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then when miss chow came to talk to us
shu said that winfred said the caps will only come in 3 weeks
like wth in the mean time the players will hafta wear the AWFUL rg caps
cos apparently its now a rule to be standardized in everything
aah time to bathe

angela posted this at 20:50 [comment]

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Sunday, February 22, 2004

i miss him
i really do !
cant stand it that i only saw him this week
quite lonely without him at times
think of him day and night
i miss him..














him = kor [gotcha!]
but i do miss him :(

angela posted this at 22:07 [comment]

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Saturday, February 21, 2004

after 3 times saturday night fever is still nice
heehaa i only like the dancing
ok heres my day
7 am wake up
9 am world trade games start
quite fun just that shout alot and very noisy
btw i was saudi arabia which had oil oil and more oil
ended up having 11 extra oil in one round
but in the end we and mexico won!!
then later was flag day
was boring at first cos i was a bit scared of asking ppl
but later got used to it then was ok
heh me and rachel went off to slack for a while
tts why we did not even get half a can
but kel joanna dot hiu2 all got more than half a can
i have realised one thing.
women hardly donate
especially the pretty ones.
pretty as in wearing nice clothes and highlighted hair and make up
those you can forget about asking them for donations.
they dont give money. only cold stares.
later went for youth service
was 45 mins late cos flag day only ended at 6
KEL YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO COME WITH ME!
abit boring cos i was half asleep
oohwell tmr kor's coming back!
sad he got confined today..
nitey

angela posted this at 22:04 [comment]

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Thursday, February 19, 2004

we did not have the test
and guess what ..i failed my maths test !
failed by one mark :(
the first one of the year and i flunked it
i want my A1 soooo badly
even more than my boots and glove
even more than _______
and i just got back at 8.30
gonna bathe now...

should i mug maths?
YES YES I MUST MUST COS I LOVE LOVE MATHS MATHS
i'd better pass my retest or else.

angela posted this at 20:56 [comment]

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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

what is the school up to !!
first RS now CLE
bahness i do not like projects
ok now for more maths
i think we are having a surprise test tmr
cos mrs leuar said there would be one this week
and we only have one lesson left which is..TOMORROW !!!
whoopsie i still do not know how to do some stuff..

angela posted this at 20:16 [comment]

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Tuesday, February 17, 2004

i need a new glove !!
not to mention boots !!
agree ruoq ?
my boots leak
when i step into a puddle and lift up my leg
water somes pouring down
my glove -- lets just say i think its growing mould
or is it mold ?
not to mention disintegrating inside
anyone who does not know what to do with ur money
my hints have already been dropped

I LOVE MATHS ! MATHS RULES ! MATHS ROCKS ! WOOOT !!
-tryingtopsychemyselfhere-

angela posted this at 21:41 [comment]

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Monday, February 16, 2004

Just Let Me Say by Geoff Bullock

Just let me say how much I love You
Let me speak of Your mercy and grace
Just let me live in the shadow of Your beauty
Let me see You face to face
And the earth will shake as Your Word goes forth
And the heavens can tremble and fall
But let me say how much I love You
O my Savior, my Lord and friend

Just let me hear Your finest whispers
As You gently call my name
And let me see Your power and Your glory
Let me feel Your Spirit's flame
Let me find You in the desert
'Til this sand is holy ground
And I am found completely surrendered
To You, my Lord and friend

So let me say how much I love You
With all my heart I long for You
For I am caught in this passion of knowing
This endless love I've found in You
And the depth of grace, the forgiveness found
To be called a child of God
Just makes me say how much I love You
O my Savior, my Lord and friend
Just makes me say how much I love You
O my Savior, my Lord and friend

such a nice song right ??
and today was more fun..
had tiramisu cake during recess in celebration of the ppl born in term ones
sentence structure abit funny there
some ppl din like the cake..i thought it was pretty good
then we ate into philo which was after recess
heehaw went in abt 10-15 mins late also he din care
philo was not too boring today cos we were reading a story
oh yeah did i mention that nobody brought test tubes for chem prac
thankfully miss zat [how do you spell?] provided for all of us
which means 18x5= 90 test tube cos 5 to a pair mah
oh yes hydrogen peroxide solution and manganese IV oxide
when you add those together they will form a bubbling foaming black liquid
but i was smart
firstly i didnt use a test tube holder to hold the test tube
secondly we put too much of both
thirdly i was distracted and did not watch the test tube
predictably the black stuff bubbled and spilled onto my hands
my left middle finger still has black bits
and now..back to mugging!

angela posted this at 20:15 [comment]

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Sunday, February 15, 2004

woohoo i bought new sch shoes
they are non bata
pheeweeet !!
diadoras with bits of light blue
and only $24.90
if it was not so cheap my ma wouldnt have bought it
ooo yes i bought my beautiful black jacket too !!

angela posted this at 21:06 [comment]

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yesterdays training was amusing
then it got real boring and sian
cos the weather was soo hot yet windy
v nice to sleep -- yes perfect for sleeping
part i enjoyed most was fielding coach gave our grp
oh yeah thanks deb and shu for the gifts
yummy to eat
oh yea actually i dont see why ppl like us celebrate valentines day
i dont have a valentine -- hmm but i dont know about you
mebbe cos yall just like buying gifts?
hohum time to mug
must watch moulin rouge tonight
school sux

angela posted this at 16:27 [comment]

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Friday, February 13, 2004

i need to practice more maths
from now on i will be chao mugger
and yes i agree a certain jerk we know sucks
oh yes i thought of some nice names for him:
loser-jerk-egomaniac-selfish buffoon-insensitive brute
not to mention ugly. or is hideous a more suitable word?
on sat if i see him i will hide in the toilet and laugh
or should i laugh out laud there and then?
yesterdays trng was damn HOT
really a scorcher
and haha the sun got to my head that i tripped over nothing and fell
then after that my legs itched
and yo ho ho i want to sleep
then i will do maths
nite or afternoon whichever you prefer

oh yeah happy valentine's day to all couples
and xiu min i am not doing anything on sat except train, ya hear me??

angela posted this at 16:33 [comment]

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

sniff kor kor went back to tekong
to the jungle
to the mud
to the tents
to the camo paint
to the sweat
to the rifle
hopefully he can come back on sat??
and now i shall go mug for geog test on fri

angela posted this at 21:54 [comment]

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Monday, February 09, 2004

yay my kor is home!
haha he stinks but nvm i missed him tons

angela posted this at 22:23 [comment]

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this week theres 3 tests
thank goodness ones over
today had maths
______________________
fill in the blank on how you wanna describe the test
please help me pass oh Lord
today had english
as usual mrs wong sidetracked and talked abt her offspring instead
hee anyway i do not like functional grammar
but she does have funny stories !!
then pe had basketball
me kel and joanna were against the 3 giants
namely joanne vithya and preetha
woah they are all 1.7 or sth
while my grp and i are happily breathing all the cold air
at an altitude of 1.5m
so i was standing there with the ball
and joanne happily took it away from me just like that
i was too surprised to do anything but laugh
the score was of course something-nil
no prizes for guessing who was nil ;)
after pe when we were walking back to class
preetha suddenly carried me up
of course i struggled and she dropped me
luckily i fell onto her
haha that was all the excitement for today
except that after sch me tan kel watched peter pan
at century square
far right? but there werent any pan screenings near orchard
the love story was lame but on the whole quite cute


angela posted this at 17:30 [comment]

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Sunday, February 08, 2004

may the Lord God bless me and all my friends tomorrow.
two words:
maths test.
crap.

angela posted this at 22:24 [comment]

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im truly sorry
sorry sorry sorry, really i am
it jsut didnt occur to me at that moment
hope yall will forgive me
back to muggsville/muggmania
pls pray that i will pass my maths test
and so will eveyone else

angela posted this at 14:22 [comment]

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yesterdays training left me with a sprained(?) thumb
harhar it was hui tings batting btw
actually my fault lar i should have caught it
darndarndarn !!
but now simple things like tying my hair and reading newspapers it hurts
oh yeah and today clapping in church it was hurting toooo
hope i get well sooon
oh yea shana did you ask if i want to be qm?
personally i dont mind
but i think 3 qms is a wise idea
or maybe 4. sheesh.
i'd better get back to the mugging room
and sit at the mugging table
and mug the mugging books
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angela posted this at 12:07 [comment]

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Saturday, February 07, 2004

ok finally obs day 4 and 5
day 4 for once did not rain
so we dried our tents then went to climb the Z Z in camp 1
hehhah reached the top!
budden not like other ppl dint
then oh yeah forgot to add
i was one of the eight who picked up ppls soiled wet wipes
soiled means used to wipe shit or menstrual blood
yes it stank and yes i was disgusted
ugh dont wanna talk abt it -_-
then after Z Z went back camp 2
tha night for once slept in a dry tent
but before that had alot of problem pitching tents
cos was pitch dark and the dumb pegs could not penetrate the grnd
so some pegs were replaced with rocks
and there was one person of whom i will not mention
pitch her tent only but didnt help pitch val grace rach sharOn's tent
instead she went off in the pretense of "cooking"
haiii want to eat then say want to eat lorrr..
so justabout everyone was pissed with her after that
especially me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yesh then day 5 kept the tents pots jacknives etc
as the store ic i was a bit busy
but everyone was busy too..
and heeps mel helped us scrub pots the nite before
and we didnt have to wash our tents and bags
hooray for mel!
sigh im missing her already
then hiked to camp 1 with an extremely light bag
i couldnt be bothered to bathe
call me lup sup
mels fav description of us
yeah thats it then went home..
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todays trng was super sian
but the scouts and old scouts provided loads of entertainment
oh yes the prefectorial board too
by the way the ri prefects cannot sing
and im bushed so goodnight
and tmr got church!

angela posted this at 23:14 [comment]

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Wednesday, February 04, 2004

wah kow
i can promise you that if there is a single male at the parteh
i will not attend
i will not attend
not that im sexist but whatever..
just that im not close to any of them see?
and oh come on ppl i cant remember what yirui looks like
please lah. just because we are short.
that was so primary school
but anyway here i am crapping while i should be doing my blardy hw
i have found out one thing
all teachers have a common problem
they seem to think they are the only ones giving hw
so they give today and say due 2 days later
and if 4 more teachers do that too it results in homework overload
okok not making sense here
shucks i should be doing my poverty essay
who cares?
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obs day 3
that day was our sea ex
started at 10, a storm brew up arnd 11
by then we were beached up somewhere on pulau ubin
then stood there huddling in the rain and sharing biscuits
that was a nice moment :)
half hr later headed for camp 2 for proper shelter
got ppl nearly crashed into the jetty and boon was pissed
beached up at camp 2
then ate lunch
instructors made us go back into the rain
to turn over the HEAVY kayaks
okokok yes i am weak
whaddaya expect we are girls not musclemen
then at abt 12+/1 we set off
by then we were 3 hours late
so mel and boon decided we take short cut to camp 3
took abt 3-4 hrs in all
quite short compared to others
me and siying kept kayaking in zig zags
cos i din know the back person was to be the 'rudder'
so i found out later and it was alright [im the back person]
yeah reached camp 3 pitched tent using rocks as pegs again
went quarry dip through another way
magellians and livingstoners will know ;)
it was nice very refreshing
boon was spitting water at everyone
haha yilin was the worst cos he targetted her
then dinner
marco polo was xiao cos they kept cheering for jacob
like 'we love you jacob!'
i think cos he cooked for them or sth liddat
i think hes damn cool
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good luck to all 303ians
so much confounded homework
but then like they are all muggers so no prob for them
only slackers like me will struggle
everyone i know please pray tt i will do well in mondays maths test
ZzZZZzzzzzz..

angela posted this at 22:21 [comment]

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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

hohum finally i am updating
so sorry peeps
cos i seriously went about feeling half drugged
i mean, i was conking out during pastors sermon!
how bad of me right
not as if now im much better

now for obs

day one:
sat arnd in this hall (MPH)
the natalie or course director briefed us
then went to get bags [I WAS IN MOBILE]
started packing
we overshot our time limit by like an hour
heh
and i carried like 30 buns, 15 fruits 2 cans and 2 packs of instant mee
and i can safely promise you that my bag was one of the heavier ones
you can ask valerie or grac(ie) or anyone at all
and i tell you man i was pissed off
got ppl stand arnd and do nothing one
need help also dont help
wahlao
nvm more abt tt later
im skipping qt alot cos 1st day boring
after packing hiked to camp 2
then went to the store in camp 2
and btw i was the store ic
then learnt how ot pitch tent
then pitched tent
then cooked
the food was passable
i mena passable by camping standards
but not fit to put on a proper table in a proper home
then later when we went to bed i fell asleep
but only after abt 20 mins of feeling homesick
surprisingly i only woke up to the sound of my alarm clock
and i only brought an alarm clock cos ruoq said it was impt
if not ur watch will forever be late in everything
but hey at least it helped rite
next day woke at 5 or wassit 4.30
then oh after having buns for b'fast
we set off for camp 1
there we did rock climbing
I DID NOT REACH THE TOP!
HOW LOSER CAN I BE
sigh nvm i made sure i reached the top of the Z Z
that obstacle course thing where you gotta climb logs
after that was learning to kayak
and haha we got nice new plastic kayaks
so we din get fibreglass stuck all over
and apparently the best way to remove fibreglass shards
is to put masking tape and rip it off
kinda like waxing
painful but works
i happened to be standing in waist high water
and i was trying to paddle and not float away at the same time
finally couldnt stand it anymore changed places with val
THANK YOU VAL
you helped me more than once
thank you thank you
oh yeah grace too
got other ppl but cannot remember
then val herself remarked it was kinda herd to paddle
kayaking was pretty okay
thats all for today
me is tired
very tired
partly cos of training
partly cos havent slept enuf since obs
shagged

p.s. my instructor was melissa mak and she rocks
but i think john louis gidian damn shuai
or as yihui puts it "shute"
cute + shuai = shute
oh yeah and i think jacob is damn funky and nice
i mean which instructor shares his stove with his watch?
and fries luncheon meat for them?
and cooks nice food for them?
only j a c o b
oh man im shagged !!
good night hope to continue tmr

angela posted this at 21:43 [comment]

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