Wednesday, May 25, 2005

DONT TELL ME YOU'RE HAPPY FOR ME COS EVERYTHING I DO IS INADEQUATE AND A WASTE OF TIME. COULD BE BETTER. WHY DIDNT YOU DO IT MY WAY INSTEAD? IF YOU'D LISTEN TO ME, YOU WOULDNT HAVE WASTED SO MUCH TIME AND THE RESULTS WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER.
I MEAN YOU WANT ME TO BE A HELL LOT OF BLOODY THINGS WHAT THE HELL DON’T YOU KNOW THAT IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF SO BLOODY MUCH THAT I JUST WANT TO GET OUT. EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG. SOFTBALL IS A WASTE OF TIME. WELL DAMNIT IT WASN’T ME WHO WANTED TO JOIN IT IN THE FIRST FREAKING PLACE IT WAS YOU YOU KNOW. AND BARDY GIRL GUIDES FREAKING TRIBUNE AND ELDDS WHAT ARE YOUR FREAKING PROBLEMS. AND NOW YOU SAY YOU ARE HAPPY FOR ME. YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT IS IT. AND ITS NOT LIKE I SAID YOU COULD TELL THE WHOLE WORLD. THANK GOODNESS YOU SHUT UP. IF NOT I WOULD REALLY HAVE GONE NUTS. AND GONE TO STAY IN MONI’S HOUSE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE OR SOMETHING LIKE IT.
FOR GOODNESS SAKES DROP THE DATING THING ALREADY DAMNIT. I DON’T WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE ABOUT HOW GREAT YOU ARE. YOU ARE A FREAKING SEXIST. A MALE CHAUVINIST. STOP BOASTING ABOUT HOW FREAKING GREAT YOU ARE TO US CAN. I really hate this fcking shit. AND THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS ITS SO fcking FUNNY RIGHT. IT IS BLOODY WELL NOT OK.

AND WHAT THE FARK WE HAVE A SEC 2 TEST TOMORROW. I AM BLOODY FREAK NOT STUDYING.
I MAY PROCRASTINATE AT TIMES BUT WHY THE fuck DON’T YOU BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I AM TOTALLY SWAMPED WITH WORK? EVEN AFTER THE EOIS WE WERE ALL SWAMPED WITH WORK DAMNIT. YEAH THAT’S RIGHT, KEEP ON SAYING HOW MUCH I PROCRASTINATE AND HOW MUCH TIME I SPEND AT SOFTBALL [SO FAR I’VE ONLY GONE FOR WHAT, 2 MATCHES AND 1 TRAINING?] AND PLAY COMP ALL THE DAMNED DAY AWAY? EVERYBODY IS ALSO UNDER THE SHIT THE SCHOOL HEAPS ONTO US. WE ARE NOT YOUR FUCKING GUINEA PIGS. ONE DAY, CAN SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH DEBBY. I DID NOT DO THIS ON PURPOSE JUST SO I WOULD GET ALL STRESSED UP ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW. SO BLOODY HELL STOP ACCUSING ME OF ALL THESE HEINOUS SINS I SEEM TO HAVE COMMITTED BECAUSE I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING. AND STOP SAYING I HAVE A PROBLEM. I DON’T. ITS YOU FOR SHIT’S SAKE. AND CAN YOU ALL SHITHEADS FOR GOODNESS SAKES STOP LOOKING OVER AT MY SCREEN. DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THAT TO YOU ALL THE FREAKING TIME.
AND. AND. WHAT MUST I DO TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME. I DON’T MEAN TO BE A BITCH BUT SOMETIMES DRASTIC TIMES CALL FOR DRASTIC MEASURES. OKAY I’VE HAD IT UP TO HERE. I DIDN’T MIND JUST TALKING. NOW I MIND. BECAUSE I AM EXASPERATED. IM NOT PISSED AT ANYONE BUT IM JUST fking EXASPERATED ALREADY ALRIGHT.
So call me a bitch I don’t care.
Not now, not in jc DO YOU HEAR.


angela posted this at 20:18 [comment]

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Angela Chan
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9Dec89
raffles girls' school
raffles junior college
smu lkcsb
gryphons softball
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