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Wednesday, September 21, 2005 well ending at 6.30 on mon and tues has taken its tol on me. i am shagggged. i cannot believe i slept at 2. freaking 30 doing CHINESE liwei better appreciate it man. the pains i take to prepare for his wonderous classes. hmf the world is upside down. i think everyone should just chill. sounds dumb, i know. i mean. why get to uptight? the happiness and peace is yours to keep man, if you want it. God has kindly and mercufully given us all good things in this world - things like friends family, sports [like softball] and everything else i can think of. and it is yours. i repeat, YOURS!! to keep if you should so wish. the devil lives to kill, steal and destroy, for his ultimate goal of dragging as many people into that pit of his. are you gonna let him kill you zest for life, steal your peace and destroy you happiness? our righteousness are like filthy rags before the Lord. i dont think i even have filthy rags to present to the Lord. hm maybe this is not the right way to phrase this, but xh. one day i show you what puppy fats are [i pray they are puppy fats]. but my dear friend. [no, no sarcasm here] there is no need. absolutely no need to fret. why conform to what the world thinks you must be? i emphasise : world, thinks, and must. now lookie here. we both know the world is satan's playground. he lurks in every corner, waiting to chen huo da jie and run off with our spirits. correct me if im wrong, but i think the Bible mentions somewhere that satan is the prince of this world. so my dear, [and all those who read this post] i dont think you want to conform to this world's standards, do you? it'd be like, being s.a.tan's subordinate! i know the pressure to be good looking is great. but what about those people who arent blessed with good looks? do they all go off into self-inflicted depression and sink into this abyss, unable to climb out and end up looking and feeling like those sea slugs that the mer-people were turned into when ursula reigned in The Little Mermaid? no right, cos i dont see many sea slugs around. sea slugs are not to be envied. repeat, sea slugs are not to be envied. so man. i dont know if what i said is offending or helpful. everyone feels totally shitty at some point or another. for all that i say about me being proud of my height, there have been times i was like ---- then, i look at people like napoleon. and hitler [what an example!]. and micheal [or michael] owen. THEY WERE/ARE SHORT POWERHOUSES! and when i look at my tummy tumtum i get. ---- then! i remember! i was a 4.4 kg baby, whom the nurses were so taken aback at my size that they stood there gaping: so big! so big! and who was nearly the biggest baby in that particular ward. [told to me by ma, of course] :] just remember, you once were lost and now are found. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- agenda for today 1. in convo reflections 2. geog graph 3. testimonial [AGH AGHAGH overrrdue] 4. maths gluteus maximus 2 i leave you with: There Will Come A Day by Faith Hill It's not easy trying to understand How the world can be so cold, stealing the souls of man Cloudy skies rain down on all your dreams You wrestle with the fear and doubt Sometimes it's hard but you gotta believe Chorus: There's a better place, where our Father waits And every tear He'll wipe away The darkness will be gone, the weak shall be strong Hold on to your faith There will come a day, there will come a day Wars are raging, lives are scattered Innocence is lost, and hopes are shattered The old are forgotten, the children are forsaken In this world we're living in is there anything sacred? There will come a day, there will come a day The song will ring out, down those golden streets The voices of earth with the angels will sing Every knee will bow, sin will have no trace In the glory of His amazing grace Every knee will bow, sin will have no trace In the glory of His amazing grace There will come a day, there will come a day Oooh there will come a day I know there's coming a day, coming a day angela posted this at 18:04 [comment] *** |
 Angela Chan 18 9Dec89 raffles girls' school raffles junior college smu lkcsb gryphons softball ----------------------------- likes swimming, tennis school, human geog lessons reading food sleep ----------------------------- i don't really like studying fakos ----------------------------- Please: Lord please let me grow a better relationship with God ------------------------------ chanyha@gmail.com History 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010
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