|
Sunday, September 25, 2005 you know people are os hypocritical. how can we say that we shouldnt empahsise beauty is THE ALL IMPORTANT thing in this world, and then when this ad on tv features this not too good looking couple, we turn around and say: "they could have at least gotten better looking people." you know what we should all go and read the Bible, talk to God, and have a steady realationship with our Father. then in the end we'll go to heaven and leave this mess behind, this mess called earth. monisha. i am feeling such pangs of i dont know what and i am very confused about it. its got to do with. yes. the same things we talk about over and over again. know what. i think i've decided im just going to do what i want and to hell with all others. all others include studying like a mad thing just so i can go into some prestigious U and then? hope i get hired by some fat company rolling in money? so i can become a fat person rolling in money? so i can live THE life? what life is there to live when you know that somewhere, there's a place with streets of gold, rivers of pure, uncontaminated water, gardens better than whatever the queen has, crowns studded with rubies, emeralds and precious gems........................ everythign here, is like the inferior things that Heaven chucked out. haha and here we are, thinking that we're living THE life, when its like sitting in the economy class section of a plane, when further up, somewhere you cannot see from here, there's first class. so after thinking all these thoughts, why is it i still want an ipod nano? why is it we still all, myself included, want to live like that, even if only for a day. you know moni i think you made great sense today. haha normally its the other way round. you know little things add up. 1. the freaking pump 2. freaking school 3. i cannot finish 1984 in time 4. everybody thinks i am just going to fail the a's 5. my comp keeps hanging whenever i sign in to msn 6. the toilet paper ran out on me yesterday 7. my phone is scratched 8. cannot sleep properly 9. i can seriously feel my stomach 10. skinny [i repeat, skinny!] people complain about how fat they are OH COME ON wah those are the type of people i cannot, simply cannot stand. or how: "OMG I AM GOING TO FAIL SO HELP ME I AM GOING TO FAIL!" and then they happily get, oh, i dont know, 3.6 and above? in that case i'd really like to fail. even when i know im going to fail i dont even put up such a show about it DO I WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL YOU -.- ok tame the tongue. what pastor Benny Ho said a couple of years back suddenly came forth in my mind. eat shit la you crap angela posted this at 21:42 [comment] *** |
 Angela Chan 18 9Dec89 raffles girls' school raffles junior college smu lkcsb gryphons softball ----------------------------- likes swimming, tennis school, human geog lessons reading food sleep ----------------------------- i don't really like studying fakos ----------------------------- Please: Lord please let me grow a better relationship with God ------------------------------ chanyha@gmail.com History 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010
|
