Wednesday, February 15, 2006

ok i am totally pissed off
i really hate this place. sometimes
and i really hate these people. sometimes
and freaking bnet refuses to work
what the heck i shouldnt even bother asking him cos he wont help he wont help. fullstop. even though he is currently doing nothing at all with his time. nothing.
and stop telling me not to play comp and for goodness sakes study hard
then when i stay in school to study on vday i get this:
mother: what you mugging for!?!?!?!?!
father: dont tell me you lied and instead was with our favourite people
'favourite people' = boys
this is not FFFFing funny ok
i hate this everyday every dinner every time we sit down together its like i signed up for some shitass course that preaches to you 24/7 about life love and marriage

OMG LAY OFF ME

i shall stay in school till as late as possible from now on
i dont care if they think i have some secret boyfriend I DONT CARE
and what is this i cannot understand
i can remind my mother for one whole week everyday before the appt and on the day itself when i call her half an hour before the appt she tells me she forgot
and 15 mins can become 20 mins which becomes 30 mins
oh what the hell i wonder if other people face this.
like im saying sth serious to my parents like for one whether to continue or not and the next thing she replies, is something related to my little brother's sleeping schedule
wtf?
i really dont understand sometimes
they say we dont get their attention and so they are unaware we are speaking
okay so i try to accomodate
forget it
i need someone to have dinner with me tmr
and what the hell i hate school
lessons are ffffing boring and not to say anything about my classmates who are fine but i just well. prefer to be with the softballers
is that wrong
currently i am sick of: mother father brother sister maid the fridge the tv bnet msn all the Fing chem shit and fing math shit and fing shit on what shit plates that collide and form some random mountains and how the earth is 6 freaking billion years old and we came from apes
i am sick of my weird neighbours' 3 freaking dogs that are so small i could break their necks and never have to hear them yelp through the night again and i am sick of not having nice songs in my ipod because i am too toot to know any nice songs and i am absolutely sick of this shit that i get every time i come home

ffffffffffffffffffffffffforget it
pretend i didnt say anything and no i dont want sympathy


angela posted this at 22:28 [comment]

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Angela Chan
18
9Dec89
raffles girls' school
raffles junior college
smu lkcsb
gryphons softball
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likes
swimming, tennis
school, human geog lessons
reading
food
sleep
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i don't really like
studying
fakos
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Please:
Lord please let me grow
a better relationship with God
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