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Friday, April 13, 2007 the shoebag stares me in the face shinguards on the sock drawer i see every morning when i leave for school and evening when i get home what am i supposed to do with all these memories? i've hidden both raffles caps already, only because it hurt to look at them. i should have left after resh and alvin left today. the whoosh was too much maybe you think im pissed, but actually im not. not over the decision, rather over the behavior. which i found almost ridiculous, were it not so revolting. i'll just take everything with a cartload of salt yea i dont really want to talk to you anymore because because. just because. funny thing is when i'm with friends everything is pretty ok but the moment i have a moment to myself woah. why, brain, why! so many things to be thankful for, yet i keep harping on this. the irrationality of it all takes over completely. on one hand i loved it; i love it. i love the people, but still i've wasted a HELL lot of time. is this sensible? i don't know. maybe i should have taken daddy's advice and quit immediately after chiangmai. haha. the worst part of it all, is that i dont understand. is it a conscious decision to deny the knowledge of it? or a subconscious one. or possibly it is a pure unadulterated belief in myself. ): and to resh xh ruoq jem moni 7b girlfriends anna heng xueting em james weehao ianchew jiayuan cz shouyee aston <3 one of my greatest dreams was to be good enough in softball to be first 9 always, while achieving good grades at the same time. looks like i didnt work hard enough? or it was God's design? but its through adversity that our faith is strengthened, hope renewed, and love deepened. still, possibly nothing has hurt more angela posted this at 22:42 [comment] *** |
 Angela Chan 18 9Dec89 raffles girls' school raffles junior college smu lkcsb gryphons softball ----------------------------- likes swimming, tennis school, human geog lessons reading food sleep ----------------------------- i don't really like studying fakos ----------------------------- Please: Lord please let me grow a better relationship with God ------------------------------ chanyha@gmail.com History 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010
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