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Friday, May 11, 2007 if ever you think something is worth investing your heart, soul and emotion in, think again. academics? music? sports? there'll always be someone better and that someone better could well ruin you dont dream of something day and night and not achieve it everybody talks of all the success stories, how these people dared to dream try and be, and the result was exceptional success. but nobody remembers those who tried, with just as much as they had as all those successful ones, and failed. when you fail, what happens? i think it feels crushing. like your house just caved in on you. then literally, all of a sudden this whole torrent of emotion somes surging, gushing out of you and the result is helpless sobs. then you're left empty for a pretty long time. i cannot take being with you people anymore cos really it reminds me of too much. how to understand? i dont think you can. why tell me about things that dont concern me anymore. and why should i persist in something i'm not good enough at? if i pretend to be happy i'd only be fooling myself cos here in my heart i know that i'm dying and its tearing me apart baby i'm dying - she doesn't need me anymore -- peter cetera all that reminiscing and talk of the future; forget it angela posted this at 21:06 [comment] *** |
 Angela Chan 18 9Dec89 raffles girls' school raffles junior college smu lkcsb gryphons softball ----------------------------- likes swimming, tennis school, human geog lessons reading food sleep ----------------------------- i don't really like studying fakos ----------------------------- Please: Lord please let me grow a better relationship with God ------------------------------ chanyha@gmail.com History 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010
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